My mind has melted.

I can focus on nothing.

My mind has melted.

I feel that I can't keep up. I'm sick of task after task after task after task. I need a break!

I experienced the joy of VBS! But I have little time to reflect, as VBS was just another thing for me to do. Harry Potter Seven has been released! But I don't look so forward to reading it, as reading is just another thing for me to do. I'm doing things I love. I'm working with youth at the church. I'm running most every day. I'm editing videos. I should be very happy, but I'm tired of it. Everything feels like work. My mind has melted.

I try to keep up on things like adding to this site, but that too just feels like something else to do.

Where am I going?

What can I do from here?

Where does God lead me?

Can I still serve him with a melted mind?

Or must I continue to trudge through the sludge of neural matter that once held so strong to its visions?